Rant. Don't read, I just need a place to post and the person I'm writing about get's pissy at me when I post on Facebook, attacking me in the house for even making slight comments where she can't be seen offline. Don't like reading rants, turn back now.
You have been warned.
I love my mom, she can be a nice person but damn is she a hypocrite a lot of the time
I mean, whenever she get's in and decides she doesn't want to go out again for any reason, no one is allowed to ask why or bug her lest we incur the wrath of the demon. Everyone knows this that she is a ticking time bomb and always walks on egg shells around her. She never has to explain anything.
But if I say I don't want to go back out after a day of work it's all "that's not fair" and "why not" and a million other questions.
Talking and being social is one reason I don't
want to go back out!! I have a job where I'm exposed to the sun most of the day and it makes me feel sick and low on energy, especially when it's warm or hot and sunny. Honestly, winter can't come soon enough!
I mean, I'm a security guard, there's no chance for me to really call off or get out early. I don't get those PMS excuses to take off like other people. I'm told "Take a midol and get to work"
She's a really bad example for my already lazy brother too! Every week she pushes for that early release and only works a couple hours and then becomes a real bitch when she does have weeks where she does her full forty hours! It's all "poor me" and depression and "I hate this" whine shizz. Like "Seriously? No one LIKES working. We do it because we need money for internet and food." :l Seriously, I wonder how she still has a job since she's taken so many early releases and wouldn't doubt the next budget cut if she get's canned.
Yeah, it's really not fair I want to stay in after work and chill in the A/C and talk to my girlfriend who lives across the ocean over skype after a days work when she had today and most of yesterday after using a early release off... I took first shift just to be on a schedule closer to my girlfriends time frame and to get away from having to drop off and pick up Josh from college like they have been making me do for almost 5 years now. I hate my brother and nothing will ever change that no matter what they try to make me say. Words of "I love you" are just a facade to appease them. So no, I don't care if you are offering dinner, I don't care for Josh and just need to get out of the sun and heat and be with the one I really do love. But that's too much to ask ><#problemsofmylife #introversion #introverted #problemsofquietpeople #problemsofvampires